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>>> The 100th Post <<<

June 3rd, 2008

Anyone still remember my 94th post: Define [re-arrange] ??

I am going to quote one of the comments in there from Genjo Sanzo:

The first 100 entries are the “calibration” for a blogger to mature. Whereby the 100 entries will shape up one’s style of language, way of delivering, maturity of content, and bit by bit towards the most preferred (read: specialized) subject to be written.

Only after those entries, we could be in ‘stability’, a firmer stand and our own way of writing (your own way of the ninja).

Perhaps before choosing all of your given options, you should try to flashback to you first 10 entries and compare it to the last 10 entries. See the difference and understand why they change so much. By then, perhaps you will then know what is the true purpose, your own purpose of blogging.

After a long thought and consideration, I have come to a decision. I am putting this blog down. I will not update here anymore. I’ve moved.

I’ve moved here: www.rearrange-inc.com

That is my new self-hosting blog where I’ll try to post things that I like in my own way – but with positivity. I wanted to write more in positive way. The way I see things in negativity has really affect me and my own life. I see things in too much negativity.

So I moved to WordPress self host blog. I hope you don’t mind the clutter of ads. Just to support the hosting though.

Ladies and Gentlemen – rest assured that this is the legacy. The old time. I’ve moved on. Please update your links here:

You can also use the RSS feed to bookmark the new blog. I will post more regularly and will post in positivity to give the nudge to myself, and everybody. The style of writing will be more or less, the same. I am still me happy

And herein lies the old bad time…

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>>> Stop being a wizard <<<

June 3rd, 2008

This is my 99th post and I am going to make some new sad announcement…

I haven’t been playing Magic The Gathering for a year or so, and as of today, I am officially announcing that I no longer play Magic. Another Fire Wizard has lost its flame. No more Magic for me, for the time being. This might be forever, but I am no future predictor so I am saying that I might be back, or I might not.

Having said that, I am willingly letting go all my Magic The Gathering cards. There’s about 1200++ cards, ranging from Common to Rare from Ravnica pack up to Time Spiral expansion, nicely wrapped in three boxes.

Let me know if anyone interested. Don’t ask me to check what cards I have because I don’t bother. You can buy it from me with very low prices for Uncommon and Rare, and you can just take the Common, or Land.

Reason why I am quitting? Time and money constraints, as well as deteriorating interests.

So there goes another hobbies…

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>>> Letting it off my chest <<<

May 18th, 2008

Today, I suddenly smiled when I read a quote from Henry Bromell in his Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, dated 1990:

Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn’t all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity…

Ladies and gentlemen, the itisjan03 just finished our BBQ activities at Mat’s house. It’s good to be together again. It’s good to let myself loose again. It’s good to be able to laugh heartily again. It has been a while since I got to laugh and smiling and sharing updates with my dear itisjan03.

Even though the time limits me to open up just for a little, but it was satisfying. Having been quite uptight with routines and works, it was also an opportunity for me to not be a robot again. To be happy again.

Not to say that I am not happy with my current life.. but.. today did flash some additional colours to it…

This might not be realized by many people, in fact; I can safely assume that nobody noticed anything different with me. Well, I am not blaming anybody – having been in a prison made by myself, it must been hard for me to express myself as bold as before.

Or maybe its too early? Maybe I was just afraid? Maybe it was the consequences of the past? Or maybe I am just a chicken now?

Sigh. It’s been a while since I got to feel this kind of vanity, but I got to admit, the feeling was marvelous. It’s only the glimpse of her under the evening sun, but, it was heaven..

Or maybe the sun played its trick on my eyes?

Gah. I need to let this out of my chest. So here goes..

Ku tahu ku belum bersedia lagi,
Tak ku bersolek membawa diri,
Tapi ku tersentak melihat kuasa Illahi,
Sungguh! Terasa sempurna ini hari..

Pandai sungguh diri dibawa,
Tidak menghukum, berfikiran terbuka,
Ringan mulut beramah mesra,
Menarik caramu, aku tergoda!

Terkancing mulutku tertunduk pandanganku,
Rendah rasa, malu dan kelu,
Di celah gelak hebat gegar tawaku,
Tercuit hati di lirik mataku..

Bukan ku gila sampai tak lalu makan nasi,
Bukan itu yang ku mahukan sebagai impresi,
Tapi tak ku nafi bila ku sendiri,
Tersenyum meleret cuba mengingati..

Ku sedar ini cuma fantasi,
Yang telah terlalu lama tak ku rasai,
Walau hanya sekelumit ruang yg terisi,
Tetap ku abadikan di dalam memori..

Terima kasih sahaja yang mampu ku ucapkan,
Hidupku hari ini telah sedikit kau warnakan,
Tidak ku mengharap ku jumpa lagi di masa hadapan,
Ku faham ini hanya tarikan luaran..

And I played this song again and again for today….

I let my guard down for you,
 And in time you will too..

And if you don’t mind, can you tell me all your hopes and fears,
And everything that you believe in,
 Would you make a difference in the world?
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation,
Only you can make me..


Yuna – Deeper Conversation

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Oh I don’t know why.. but I keep on smiling for today..

Wicked.

P/s: Enol, sorry but I just got to answer your “question” previously with a childish laugh.. ;p

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