Posts Tagged ‘Life's Blabber’

>>> Books == Nerd == Geek ??? <<<

January 20th, 2008
The two latest books that I’ve read..
Remember my 2008′s resolutions? One of it is to read 6 “novels”, however, I haven’t got a chance to buy any. So these two books above is the only crunch that I can get to satisfy my thirst, for now. Both of it is my brother’s (lucky me to have a brother who just finish his SPM and now laying bored at home, so he’s stocking up on books and that’s a big chance that I won’t miss!).

Btw, I won’t count these two as “novels” – I define novels as something much more thicker and have issues / story lines associated with it. Those are books. Good books – I admit, but I want something “heavier” to read.

Anyway, I am interested to put up a post about the common misconception of people towards those who read, so, I am sorry if you think I want to do reviews for any of the books stated. I got to let this out of my system after reading Shah’s post and people comment’s on it.

Btw Shah, Hazel, and friends, its not that I am angry or upset or whatever, but its just a clarification for the wronged definition, so don’t take it seriously whatsoever, okay? happy

Click here and here for both Wikipedia entry on Nerd and Geek – so I don’t need to go text book mode on what the meaning of those words.

Comparing both of the type – nerd is more general term but geek is more specific to technology, computer, software, hardware – that kind of stuff. It’s the similarity between them that always gets the wrong perception from public; loves to read. That’s where the discrimination comes. old;">Why oh why those who love books or loves to read need to be discriminated?

I respect both type of people. Nerd or geek, both of it have something that I don’t. I am not good with academic stuff. I am not really tech-savvy too. Maybe I do know a little here and there about technology (since that’s what I study anyway) but, to be put as a geek? I haven’t reach that “expert” level yet.

Sometimes people call these kind of level as “loser” and “those who have no life”. I see them who says that as someone who’s low-life. The quality of the nerds and geeks are far beyond your recognition; with all the knowledges that they have – they utilize their brain and mind, and that kind of life is far better than those “low-lifers“. Given the choice, I’d go with the life of a nerd/geek.

I love books. I have life. I socialize. I am ashamed to be call geek or nerd – not because I disrespect them, but I don’t earn and deserves it. I idolized those who achieved that level, and I respected them with the utmost rights they deserve.

So people, stop intimidating those who you call nerds / geeks. These are the kinds of people we need for our reference. These are the kinds of people who lead the educations. These are the kinds of people that we need to increase the intellectuality of the publics.

Nerds / geeks apart, anybody who loves books are not geeks or nerds. That is nothing comparable – it’s like comparing an egg to an apple. Don’t be afraid to read. Instead, you should love reading. And by that, I don’t mean specific books. Read whatever materials that you love. Read whatever books that you love – be it the romantic useless shits, crime and mind boggling mysteries, religious views, or fictitious stories. Or even blogs.

The main point here is to read. Increase your awareness of reading – because the level of reading among Malaysian is just too terrible. Not only that, they’re ashame of reading? Bullshit.

I dedicate the below poem, plagiarized and translated from some song, for you to be proud of who you are, bookworms!! (gee, the Hudson syndrome really got to me tongue)

Aku tak perlu menjadi selain dari,
Anak seorang jaga penjara.
Aku tak perlu menjadi selain dari,
Anak seorang pakar.
Aku tak perlu menjadi seorang lain,
Dari kelahiran dua jiwa dalam satu.
Sebahagian dari pemergianku, adalah mengetahui dari mana ku datang..

Aku tak mahu menjadi selain dari apa yang ku cuba jadi akhir-akhir ini.
Segala yang perlu ku lakukan adalah fikirkan diriku,
Dan aku mempunyai keamanan minda.
Aku penat melihat sekeliling bilik,
Memikirkan apa yang perlu ku buat,
Atau apa yang perlu ku jadi.
Aku tak mahu menjadi selain dari AKU!

Aku dikelilingi oleh penipu, di mana sahaja aku pusing.
Aku dikelilingi oleh penyamar, di mana sahaja aku pusing.
Aku dikelilingi oleh krisis identiti, di mana sahaja aku pusing.
Adakah aku sahaja yang perasan?
Tak boleh aku seorang yang belajar!

Boleh aku minta semua perhatian?
Jika kau tidak seperti ini atau itu, kau terpaksa pergi.
Aku datang dari gunung,
Kerak penciptaan,
Situasiku dibuat dari tanah liat dan batu,
Dan kini aku beritahu setiap orang!

P/s: Can anybody guess what song is this actually? No gifts given for the lucky “guess-er” btw tongue

>>> Fanaticism in music <<<

January 13th, 2008
Me, Chunna, Mia, and Wan at 8TV Birthday Concert. Whee!
Wee hee! Had a blast going to the 8TV concert with Chunna, Wan and Mia. I am still tired and was sweating like a pig after the concert due to the dance and jump and the crazy temperature in there. This concert was free and held at Central Park, OU (quite a small place) but it still one hell of a good one!

It is said that 22,000 people was there! OMG.

The concert start with Pop Shuvit’s “FreakShow” and “Mara Bahaya”, so that’s quite good for a warm up jump session. Even though I thought that the distortion of their guitar was a bit off, I still enjoyed it – can jump and sing along.

Then comes “Meet Uncle Hussain” – with their songs “Kerjalah” and “Laguku Untukmu”, Bittersweet, and Gerhana Ska Cinta. Here’s where the fanatics gone wild. Pushing, cramping, bodysurfing, moshpitting. I don’t mind if you want to moshpit there in the middle of the crowd but please, you don’t have to push people around when you got such a big circle space in front of you!

It reminds me to the way Jakas dance.. gila makan space!

And this moshpitting really goes wild up to the extent they push people around even on slow song. Geez. This is where I really feel uncomfortable – I think its just inappropriate for a slow song to be moshpitting. Why don’t just wave your hands, or even better, with a lighter?

And I was thinking that the crowd really comes only for “Hujan”, and was spitting on other artists. The crowd was really uncool when they “boo” on Suki (One In a Million winner) and even worst – they taunt her with “Hey Hey Fuck You!” when she’s singing Avril’s Girlfriend. I don’t know why actually, but for me, even though you’re not her fans, why don’t just listen to it? *sigh*

It affects Suki in a way that her singing is off tune afterwards. The effects of the majority I guess. That’s the fanaticism in music. Me as the universal music listener just can’t accept that. It’s okay to have preferences, likes or dislikes, but at least you don’t have to put people down in public like that! It was not an underground concert only, peeps!

Anyway, other than that, all the performances were cool and the crowd were great. We got Jaclyn Victor’s great voices on “No One”, Che`Nelle hot dancing (she’s goddamn hot! whoo!), Faizal Tahir Rock and Roll, and Hujan (no need to say it, people were coming for them. Their performance was last, and that was when everybody’s become possessed. Me too! :P)

And guess what, Faizal Tahir was stripping at that concert! OMG. It started with his jacket (we’re still cool with that), his t-shirt (oookaayy….), his singlet (errr… he got “S” symbol on his chest?), and last, his belt (gasp!). Luckily the songs end there, or else.. *sweat*

We think the S symbol is not to say that he’s the Malaysia’s Superman, but more to Malaysia’s Stripper! LOL. Oh and only Wan was excited with that. Double LOL!!

P/s: I was more excited with Che`Nelle’s teasing dance and sing. Hee!

>>> Reminiscence of 2007, Resolutions of 2008 <<<

December 31st, 2007

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Theme song for end of year 2007

A new year post. Let’s start it with something heavy. Please read this post by Genjo to get some facts into your dimwit head, and melt the facts into your brain so that your mind can keep rolling.

Trivial facts: By 31 Dec 2007 – my blog got 77 posts. Shitty #7.

Okay, first thing first – old;">Review of last year resolution. I know I’ve done bad, but let’s see some statistical number. Btw, check this link for my last year resolution.

1) Financial condition.

Duh! A big no-no for me. I’ve spent recklessly and my financial condition is not in a better situation. Ain’t that worst though, because I’ve paid the debt and stuff, also I invest in life insurance. But still, as calculated previously, the money ain’t enough.

And the target by the end of the year is not achieved as well. I am working but I made RM2300 and not RM2500 as targeted. I’ve settled the debts, but I ain’t got no money to buy a car.

old;font-style:italic;">Score: 0

2) Academic achievement.

This is the thing that I can be proud of. I graduated with 3.13 CGPA, with Digital Electronics minor (completed without a flaw, yeay!). Even though I didn’t manage to get Dean List (due to the facts of the D.E minor ain’t easy), but I am still proud of what I had achieved.

Not only that, the target by the end of the year is also achieved with bonus. I targeted to own old;">a professional certificate, but I got two! Yes, I am a “IBM Certified Database Associate” as well as “IBM Certified Service-Oriented Architecture (SOA) Associate”.

So, if this ain’t a fullmark, at least I believe I deserve an A for 90% aggregates.

old;font-style:italic;">Score: 0 + 1.

3) Overall Life (misc. things).

This involved a lot of things as written before. I didn’t manage to get all of it, and pretty much I don’t get many too. The religion is still deteriorating as well as the health.

Let’s see about the target: I don’t have obsession for Magic anymore (great!), I still don’t exercise regularly and constantly (T_T), I smoke less than 20, now I got 14 for the average 2 days (goddamn great!), I still not fully disciplined with the religious (duh!), I ain’t got a reason to prepare for at least engagement whatsoever (duh! I break up, remember?), and I just cannot be a smart-ass looking guy (I just love my long hair too much! big grin)

So, bad marks.

old;font-style:italic;">Score: 0 + 1 + 0.5

old;font-style:italic;">Total Score: 1.5 / 3 = 50% = C+ kut?

Moving on, should I do a old;">Reminiscence of 2007? *sigh* Ok fyne! big grin

The Good Things in 2007
  • Achieved two IBM Certification.
  • Career wise; going great. Learn a lot, and know a lot too.
  • 2007 taught me about “what I am”. I realize I am a manipulator, a winner, a daredevil, and still, the best thinker.
  • No more “ghost” haunting.
  • New phones, new rims, overhauled ride.
  • Graduated in time. With pride and joy too.

The Shitty Things in 2007

  • Lost – my beloved grandma, my girlfriend, even my cute belly.
  • Being bitter than ever.
  • Three skeletons in the closet. At least I exposed one to some people.
  • Involved in an accident.
  • My parents decision to settle down in KL and sold the home in Muar. I hate that, forever.
  • Completing vices. Even though it feels good, its not the best thing to be proud off.

Ok done. Actually, I hate to reminisce things that happened in 2007, because as far as I am concern with, the shitty things that happened gives more impact to my life rather than all the good things that happened.

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What goes around.. comes around..

Next, old;">Resolution of 2008. Let me get into the zones and start thinking first..

……………………………………………….

Ok.. here goes.

1) Career and financial wise.

I want to improve more in my career. I want to be a permanent staff, gain a lot more knowledge, being respectable, gain a higher “moolah“, and at the same time, being more secure in the career and financial.

Target by mid year: Be a permanent staff in IBM. I got to admit, if I don’t get it, I rather be looking other work. I need the security.

Target by end of year: Security completely setup. This means, I got some investment and savings (target – at least RM2400), I got some money to enjoy, and also, I am available for credit assistance in term of housing loan – maybe I can get the dream house by next year. Also, it means that I am not burned out for nothing. I need to gain as much as what I give.

2) Hobbies and Interests

Once upon a time, I had hobbies such as Gundam and Magic, however, I lost interest over time. So now, in working world, I consider myself as one without hobby, thus, life’s kinda dull. I am considering to learn music formally, as it was my hobby too once upon a time, but at that time I only learn guitar by myself. Also, I need to persevere my everlasting hobby – reading.

Target by end of year: Be a music literate, as well as being able to play an additional instrument. Will consider piano and guitar improvement. And also, I want to read at least 6 different novels.

3) Health – Physical, Emotional, and Psychological

I am not sure how to measure and estimate this. This is one hard area for me to work on. Physically, I am not constant to have exercise. Emotionally, I am not constant in doing the deeds for my religion too. And psychologically, I am a freak – bitter and sarcastic. For this, I will need to improve in all three areas, but I won’t set a target for this, because I am not sure how to measure it. Drop your ideas in the comments.

So, that’s it. Happy New Year all! I had a blast celebration yesterday, so I know this year would be a happy and prosper year for me. May this year bring happiness and prosperity to all of us too! big grin