heh..too bad for UTP student..the result of our exam is out..means..its a doomsday..huhuh~for myself..i don’t know whether it is a bad one or a good one..the only thing that i realize..its bad..getting my result that turned to be a catastrophe..heh~stop beating around the bush..i’ve got 3.13..(we use the pointer system from 0-4..3 is a good standing actually :p) but..from my personal evaluation..i’m still at the old peak..not moving up..but moving down..(previous semester i got myself a 3.31..still a turndown..because before that i got myself a 3.43..huhu..damn..)its getting worst and worst..i dunno what to do..

lemme give a thought of the day..why can’t the ordinary student achieve the same result as the “super-genius student”??i’ll like to blame the person’s attitude(that includes me!! ) towards the scenario around them..here at UTP, we’ve got a networking system to enable students to reach the internet as a source of education..(and we’ve got it when it is around the exam corner..heh~) but what is the most interesting scene happens?everybody freaked out to be a computer maniac..including games..chatting..stuff like that..study??to hell with it!!heh~

sometimes i felt regret about it..one seem cannot control the entertainment provided that they overrated it as a routine and a priority..study has become a secondary priority..(as an example, i got to play Ragnarok Online and chatting in mIRC for the whole day!! it seems that i willingly sacrifice my sleep time to play that game..and as a result??skip class the other day..heh~)

maybe this has to do with the nature of teenagers..always have to be entertained and to entertain..but someone have to realize and MAKE A REVOLUTION towards themselves..(i realize my own fault..but to change it?(huhu..i can say i’ve got no determination toward it..) with a life surrounded with a lot of gadget and stuff to make u busy with ur momentarily happiness..everybody seems to have an effect in their life..heh~

well..we can blame about anything and everything for a failure, but do we really learn the facts that we failed because of ourself??heh~i dunno..i need a new revolution for myself..~

p/s : my mom’s reaction when i tell her my result..”turun lagi??ape dah bercinta ke??”(“what?? low again?? what..have a love??”) huhu..my typical mom..blame for love..heh~she doesn’t know that i’ve become single+not trusting the word love again..heh~

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huhu~akhirnye aku pun dh stat tules blog!! adei~ terpengaruh dgn kazen2 aku yg tules..tgh cuti nih leh aa wat mende2 merepek nih..huhu~bosan nyer psl..anyway..aku buat blog nih bkn nak wat bodo2..tules psl ko mkn pe ari nih..ko watpe ari nih..that’s so lame~!!seriously..isk2

so what’s the point of writing this shit??hurm~maybe i can say to express myself??to express my opinion??that should be..some of the bloggers says that they can practice using their english by writing blog..heh~no comment..everybody has their own way of enhancing their english..

hurm..i’m gonna create some blog with topic related to me..to my life..or anything that i think i can express myself with..maybe there are not much..if i don’t post my blog for a long time..it’s whether i’m busy..bored..or simply doesn’t have anything to think of..ahaksz~do me a favour then..gimme some idea!! (but please..brilliant one..)

hope to get some comments..not a killing one..(bg komen membina aa..huhu~) well..to improve everyone need guidance..

till then..lemme customize the page first..heheh~ :p

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