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>>> The 100th Post <<<

June 3rd, 2008

Anyone still remember my 94th post: Define [re-arrange] ??

I am going to quote one of the comments in there from Genjo Sanzo:

The first 100 entries are the “calibration” for a blogger to mature. Whereby the 100 entries will shape up one’s style of language, way of delivering, maturity of content, and bit by bit towards the most preferred (read: specialized) subject to be written.

Only after those entries, we could be in ‘stability’, a firmer stand and our own way of writing (your own way of the ninja).

Perhaps before choosing all of your given options, you should try to flashback to you first 10 entries and compare it to the last 10 entries. See the difference and understand why they change so much. By then, perhaps you will then know what is the true purpose, your own purpose of blogging.

After a long thought and consideration, I have come to a decision. I am putting this blog down. I will not update here anymore. I’ve moved.

I’ve moved here: www.rearrange-inc.com

That is my new self-hosting blog where I’ll try to post things that I like in my own way – but with positivity. I wanted to write more in positive way. The way I see things in negativity has really affect me and my own life. I see things in too much negativity.

So I moved to WordPress self host blog. I hope you don’t mind the clutter of ads. Just to support the hosting though.

Ladies and Gentlemen – rest assured that this is the legacy. The old time. I’ve moved on. Please update your links here:

You can also use the RSS feed to bookmark the new blog. I will post more regularly and will post in positivity to give the nudge to myself, and everybody. The style of writing will be more or less, the same. I am still me happy

And herein lies the old bad time…

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>>> Letting it off my chest <<<

May 18th, 2008

Today, I suddenly smiled when I read a quote from Henry Bromell in his Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, dated 1990:

Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn’t all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity…

Ladies and gentlemen, the itisjan03 just finished our BBQ activities at Mat’s house. It’s good to be together again. It’s good to let myself loose again. It’s good to be able to laugh heartily again. It has been a while since I got to laugh and smiling and sharing updates with my dear itisjan03.

Even though the time limits me to open up just for a little, but it was satisfying. Having been quite uptight with routines and works, it was also an opportunity for me to not be a robot again. To be happy again.

Not to say that I am not happy with my current life.. but.. today did flash some additional colours to it…

This might not be realized by many people, in fact; I can safely assume that nobody noticed anything different with me. Well, I am not blaming anybody – having been in a prison made by myself, it must been hard for me to express myself as bold as before.

Or maybe its too early? Maybe I was just afraid? Maybe it was the consequences of the past? Or maybe I am just a chicken now?

Sigh. It’s been a while since I got to feel this kind of vanity, but I got to admit, the feeling was marvelous. It’s only the glimpse of her under the evening sun, but, it was heaven..

Or maybe the sun played its trick on my eyes?

Gah. I need to let this out of my chest. So here goes..

Ku tahu ku belum bersedia lagi,
Tak ku bersolek membawa diri,
Tapi ku tersentak melihat kuasa Illahi,
Sungguh! Terasa sempurna ini hari..

Pandai sungguh diri dibawa,
Tidak menghukum, berfikiran terbuka,
Ringan mulut beramah mesra,
Menarik caramu, aku tergoda!

Terkancing mulutku tertunduk pandanganku,
Rendah rasa, malu dan kelu,
Di celah gelak hebat gegar tawaku,
Tercuit hati di lirik mataku..

Bukan ku gila sampai tak lalu makan nasi,
Bukan itu yang ku mahukan sebagai impresi,
Tapi tak ku nafi bila ku sendiri,
Tersenyum meleret cuba mengingati..

Ku sedar ini cuma fantasi,
Yang telah terlalu lama tak ku rasai,
Walau hanya sekelumit ruang yg terisi,
Tetap ku abadikan di dalam memori..

Terima kasih sahaja yang mampu ku ucapkan,
Hidupku hari ini telah sedikit kau warnakan,
Tidak ku mengharap ku jumpa lagi di masa hadapan,
Ku faham ini hanya tarikan luaran..

And I played this song again and again for today….

I let my guard down for you,
 And in time you will too..

And if you don’t mind, can you tell me all your hopes and fears,
And everything that you believe in,
 Would you make a difference in the world?
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation,
Only you can make me..


Yuna – Deeper Conversation

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Oh I don’t know why.. but I keep on smiling for today..

Wicked.

P/s: Enol, sorry but I just got to answer your “question” previously with a childish laugh.. ;p

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>>> Work!! Work!! <<<

May 13th, 2008

I am now a certified WarCraft Peon. My life now is just work, work, work. I might be uttering “Werk! Werk!” everytime I got up in the morning afternoon.

No, no. This is not a post about how much I hate my job. In fact, I do love my job with all of my heart (even though sometimes it’s tiring and sometimes it feel dull).

This is just to reminisce how much have I done and how much have I learn throughout my journey of my own career. From a seedling to a half-full (not full yet ;p) grown of… whatever in your mind, I do appreciate the challenges that has been thrown to me all the way up.

And my current challenges is to be a mentor to somebody else.

Damn. It’s really hard. Now I think I appreciate my former mentor more. It is hard to guide people actually. It is hard to motivate others. It is hard to mold somebody to be.. “something”.

My mentee is a Colombian, and now language barrier come into place. It’s not that I cannot speak or communicate, but the communication sometimes gets harder. Sometimes its hard for me to capture what is the word utters by him.

And the fact that its a he and he’s a Caucasian made me full of envy *hmmf*

Oh you know how the Malaysian girls behave when being around a “mat salleh”. Ironically, even though my name contains the word “Salleh”, don’t expect that I got the same treatment. LOL.

It’s up to the extent that he says: “Can I put invisible to my Sametime? You know, every girls like messaging me every seconds of my day…”

Goddamn…

Now I doubt his orientation. Double LOL.

Anyway, I am not here to criticize him. It’s just that I feel like I need to learn more on coaching people. A short-tempered me is afraid that somehow the way I treated him is not fair. When I reminisce the old days of starting the work, I guess that’s how my mentor feel.

Wish me luck.

P/s: My boss was telling me a good news! A hiring ticket is reserved for me! That means I am going to be a regular on July. Yeay!! Yeay!! Yeay!! Now I am more motivated than ever.

After all, this Peon has done a lot and it’s time to achieve level 10. Muahahaha!!~ tongue

P/s2: itisjan03 boys and girls, GViners, K5ivers, and all my “other families”, I will remember to treat you guys when the time comes. You know how much dear you all mean to me. winking

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