I think I know what you think. You think that this is another post continuing the rant about the new girl I met previously, huh?

Sorry dude / dudettes. It’s not. This unstable emotion is not that kind of emotion. In fact, it’s not even the kind of emotion that I like. *sigh*

I think the image below should explain how I feel right now…

Anyway, talking about the last post, its actually nothing. It’s actually the way I have been attracted to a girl that I’ve met previously. But, she’s already in a relationship, so it’s not my way at all to disturb somebody who’s not available. It’s just that, I like the feeling of infatuation that I haven’t been able to feel for quite a long time.

So, close that story. In fact, I don’t even started anything LOL. Loser.

Back to the topic..

I am feeling fucked up today. I know that I suck at working in the morning, but due to the Data Warehouse training, I got to wake up early in the morning to attend that. Little that I know, my emotion swings in totally a different angle.

I’m feeling moody like a girl having her period. Sounds so fucking sissy, and so fucking sensitive. I get mad at nothing, and I get mad at small things. I am fucked up at the moment.

Plus that with a late dinner with Snub and the others at Maveles, going back at 5, and waking up in the morning feeling real dizzy and disoriented. Add that with the talk of relationships in previous night that earthen up all the old stories and previous nightmares, it just like pouring salts in the injuries.

My heads were thinking about things that had past.. again.. shit.

And I wonder how did I managed to stay sane back in UTP back when my life still needed me to go to class in the morning?? Or is it a fact that my life is changing? Is it a fact that working environment really stressed you out?

(even though its a fact that I didn’t go to morning classes that much, but I still did go for it :P)