And for those who cares, I am really at my best at this point of time. Thanks to all those supports that I’ve got, I am now over it. Took it as a lesson and a turning point for a bigger perspective. Things did turn out ugly, but I just cannot do anything more. Well, why should I cry over spilled milk, right?
Quote from Gomok: Sometime, change is everything…
But there’s only one thing that I can’t change, and I think will never change, because its the fire of me: I hate to be belittled, by anyone, for anything; belittling me only makes me lose respect towards him or her – and might as well provoke a provocative revengeful act from me.
Be it my parents, my siblings, or my friends, as well as my exes.. just don’t dare to belittle me, because I will prove it to you that I can and I take that as a challenge!
Maybe that’s my package – a big pride and big motivations to balance my small little figure.
Respects is something to be earned, and I don’t think that I should respect someone if he or she cannot respect me the way I do. Call me a self – centered arrogant, but that’s my vice that I live for. Why should I be feeling down for something when I can hold my heads high, true?
Blimey. Not that I cannot takes advises or something, but sometimes the lowlife is just worthless to be taken care of. Or heard of. Why should I hear the opinions of somebody who could use the opinions for himself/herself? Lol.
Enough with the blabbering. Some updates:
- I got myself a couple of books and magazines worth RM68: “Life’s like that” by Lydia Teh, “Velocity” by Dean Koontz (yes I’m attracted to murder and life thingy!
), Home Finder magazine, as well as the latest Reader’s Digest. Really different things to get for Raya huh? - A nice talk and meeting for sahur with Enol, Sean, En A, and Gajah. Even though its tiring (due to work’s hectic), I still find the times spent is priceless.
- My plan for first home is bumping into roadblocks. Need to find a workaround. Again, never belittled me. If I want something really bad, I will sacrifice everything that I have to get it, no matter what.
- Got to be ready for second take of DB2 730 exam!
- Work’s hectic: really a lot of tickets to be settled, and some of it quite tough too. Its been quite a while since I’ve been digested in application development, so answering that tickets really needs a shining for a rusty skill.
- And talking about rusty skill, I got my skill in PR (which was once a legend!) up and shining!
Oh yeah, I’m planning to have a rack for my growing collection of books, novel, magazines, and comics (20+ novels, 100 to 200 comics, and uncountable magazines). Have anything in sight? Tell me about it!
