Of course, a job. Without money, nobody can survive aite? Forget about all the plans or vacations; I believe everybody got that sorted out already with the last pennies given by our so-called-generous scholarship (yeah no doubt, I do have plans to execute in this first month of unemployment). But I’m starting to think about my future as the money going depleted. How I’d hopefully hope that there’s a cheat code in money making; press Enter at my “keyboard-of life”, a text box appeared, and I key in “greedisgood”, pooff!! 1000000 of gold in my “inventory-of-life”! (Duh! If only life is a Warcraft games!)
Cut the crap. So I did go back to my home as early as my paper finished, just to try to get to an interview by Qubeconnect on the next day at Technology Park. I did went to the Technology Park, just to.. well.. kinda screw up on the technical thingy. I know about it, just that I miss a step, and then, the ordinary answer: “I’ll call you back for the next interview”. We know what that means, eh?
So yes, my first interview wasn’t good enough. That’s where I started to wonder, where did I fall wrong. That’s where I started to have this dillema: going technical, or going administration. Yeah when I said administration, I mean all stuff except doing programming. Maybe the categorization fell short but you got the idea. I love to do programming apart from the lack of experiences and excersizes, I love to play with all the exploits. I just love those technical thingy. But what happened?
On the other hand, I thought of a solution of going administration. You know, left the technical to those who know and let them be the slave. It ain’t what my heart want, but I know it pays the bills. There’s a lot of those “administration” things that I think I can do, but it will kill the curiosity for technical knowledge; the passion for being in control of the machine; being the one who is always depended.
And also, there’s a world called business. I’m not good at it at all, but maybe its worth a try too. But it all demands – yes you know it, money. Capital. Something that I don’t have, less to worry the experience or being wind up as a failure. Fine. I still need to work for somebody before started to own my own goddamn business.
Well that’s about the dillema I have. Values versus Money, Values versus Name, Values versus Passions, Passions versus Money, Money versus Values, and it all goes round and round in an indefinite loop of circle.
Makkkk… nak duitt…. nak idop… nak kawen… muahahaha!!
Well.. I just hope I do not end up like this picture below:
Huhu…
P/s: Currently I’m an unemployed bloke at home. Whoever have any jobs to offer me, preferably part time for this whole June, and permanent full time the day forward.. Please contact me at rearrange68@gmail.com
P/s 2: I’m really bored at home. However, I hope my graduation will be official a.s.a.p. hihu. Chuak gak dgn exam yg tah pape before this.




