Ahh..lama tak blk muo. skali dpt blk muo amatlah best. got to sleep at my big room filled with books, got to get a massage from awa, even got to sit and talk with my bro’s and aunts. it’s nice!!

ok stop the introduction. 1/5/06, maxis had offered a great service of 1k message at only RM1!! I used the chance to message as much as I can (even though it didn’t accumulate to 1k :p) mostly to my friends which I didn’t contact quite a time. some of it are wana, azie, seren, zue, etc2. ah btw, i didn’t sms my ex, yana, even amy due to some circumstances that I can’t bear with.

wana still charming as usual. She did replied my sms with eager to know how I am now. At least she’s kinda girl with attitude, that is the least I can say. Still loyal to his bf even though I did hear some of unpleasant story.

Different story with azie. She has become over-sensitive or somehow, her relationship with her bf doesn’t seem quite smooth enough. And my devilish part has played its roll :p

well..the most intriguing part is, all the smses with all the girl friends makes me think. What type of girl do I want as my companion? as my lover? as my wife? After a long thoughts and reviews with my past experiences, here I put it. :p

1) Fairly pretty, at least not a bored face to look at every time now and then. Hehe. This makes me thinks of a lot of girls. Fazlina as an example (a new SA=Solution Assurances coordinator at IBM :p). She’s quite pretty with a fair skin and charming face. Not to forget her shiny eyes. Wana, with a lovely smile. How sweet. Seren with her chubbyness :p. Yana with her sharp eyes. Ili, with her sweet and cute malay face. Fide’s small but cute face, along with her grin. Ahh..even Miss Nazleeni’s smile comes into mind. hehe.

Azie, apart from my devil’s play, is a bored face to look at sometimes. Her only special is a fair skin. Yeah she’s really white. Sometimes people do call her a ghost :p . Nad, with her slumber face. She got a cute smile though, but when think about it back again, yeah she can be bored to see all times. Lilo, another gorgeous woman as an example, but yeah, ordinary faces (I’ve mentioned before that I can be easily bored rite?)

Face is the first part noticeable. Call me pervert or whatever, the first requirements is a face. hehe. “Don’t judge a book from its cover”, but without a cover, how can a book be picked up and be read?

2) Body. haha. bullshit if a man says that he doesn’t judge a woman from its physical. Man always choose a gorgeous babe with big boob. Don’t deny it. haha.

For me, the biggest boob is not everything. I like to look at the “suitable” package. Which means, a nice body, but not too gorgeous big. Haiya, how can u have a big boob and tits but a skinny body? That’s not a package.

This also means I do not pick a real skinny woman. You need some weight plz!. but don’t too much. btw, I’m more attracted to cute girls. So a big no-no to a really tall model. Yeah I’m short. Why go for women who taller than me? hehe…

3) A woman. Apart from emphasizing that I don’t go for gheys or “sintetic woman”, it means that a mature girl without childish behaviour. I mean attitude. You can understand my work’s nature? you pass. You are not easily jealous? independent? not the too romantic type? you pass! :p

This is from my past experience. Too much smses, calls, or even a same routine of hug and kisses each and every second bored me. Yes I can be romantic and woo u, but not everytime. I got another responsibility, for myself and such, and I need room for myself. Some of the woman thinks what I did is ignoring them, “terabai”, wtf etc2. That sucks.

That includes the “lovey-dovey” type too. If you think big about your fortune, your work, your career, and somehow do and show effort, I like it. Maturity, the most suitable word for it. Be as much gurly you can, I don’t mind. But have some life, even though a geek life like me.

4) Not too cheap nor too pricey. Too cheap makes me doesn’t appreciate you, and worst, lost respect. However, play the games too hard, and I lost interest. I’ll just think that you are not suitable with me, you are too complicated.

Example cases, Miss X and Miss Y. Miss X, because of so much she loves me, she can gives anything and do everything to please me. BAD DECISION. However for Miss Y, she likes to play the game as hard as it could be. “Tak tau la, awak baik, tp sy rasa mcm tak sesuai dgn saya yg jahat ni.” “Saya suka awak, tapi entahlah..” Ohh please..direct to the point!

Quoting from seren, “you know me you understand me laa..” shits. That words do frustate me. I’m a man, you’re a woman. How can I understands you fully?

Keep it simple. IBM’s phrase. More differences, more attractive.

5) Accept me for who I am. Do not try to change me. I’m a big fucking smoker, so what? Want me to stop? Go away!. I’m a big fucking geek, so what? Want me to stop from computers? Go away!.

Be the one I respected. And respected me for who I am.

And don’t judge me prematurely. Don’t ever critized me for something that I can’t change. I’m short, so? I like my hair to be long, so? I can’t stop smoking, so? Don’t ever say something about me, coz I kept changing, and nothing is the same.

6) Open minded. Meaning I can say anything and she can say anything without bias. That way, we can talk almost about everything. I’m a thinker, and I like to argue things.

This also means knowing how to suit to environment, or people around. So I don’t have much trouble to sit with my friends. And also, she won’t be easily felt “terabai”.

Equipped yourself with knowledge and opinions. Even though you only have a slightest idea about something, but if you have your own opinion about it, you are attractive. And when I say knowledge, not a stupid artist info. Or stupid artists gossip. Or stupid politician issue. Be as radical as you can, with supportive reason or facts.

My favourite issue? Human’s issue & psychology, apart from computers or CSI. Why someone act like that, why something happened like that. Enough info? :p

And yes, I’m a hard man to please. :p